Saturday, August 30, 2008

Perceptions

ME, MY GIRL FRIEND --- IN SINGAPORE

As I was walking down the market, I saw her....My first impression about her was that she was incredibly beautiful.....

Her features are etched indelibly in my memory....I was captivated by her beautiful body...... She had a milky white texture and her body was so soft and supple......Her eyes were a little bit brown and it had the merriment of a teenager......

I was enthralled by her looks and my heart skipped a beat when she also looked at my direction...... Oh!!! God!!!! Let her look at me...... Let her look at me......my heart prayed......No...She dint turn towards me....and I was royally disappointed.....But deep down in my heart I knew that she will look at me....and my heart never lies (J).......

At the same moment there was some commotion when a cycle hit a hawker (shop vendor)....and then started the altercation.....Everyone was looking at the scene of the fight but my eyes were looking at her direction......

At last it happened....She slowly turned towards my direction....trying to find the cause of the disturbance.... her eyes twinkling...... Our Eyes Met..... In my heart, Lightning and Thunderbolt struck....... Any cardiologist would have certified that I was having a cardiac arrest at that time......The world stopped revolving..... Her eyes were smiling at me.....and it bore down my heart like a knife through Butter......

Unaware I was walking towards her.... She noticed, but acted as if she did not care....But my heart told me that she liked me.....and my heart never lies...(J)I went near her.....It was just like we have known each other for ages.....for Janmas.....and she was waiting for me.... Her eyes were eating mine and I was enchanted by her ethereal beauty.....

Who is going to make the first move? Being the fairer gender, will she have the courage to come to me?
But she just waited...... The Pain was too much to bear..... I could control myself no longer.....Why can’t I hold her close to my bosom....and make her happy....(My heart told me that holding her close to my bosom, she will be happy...and my heart never lies (J)....)

Finally, I had the guts and I just took her hand in mine....My hand was in her cheeks and her eyes closed....and her hair was on my hands and it was so silky that I was thinking “What shampoo was she using?” Slowly she laid her head on my chest and I was in cloud nine..... (Why not ten...my other mind was askingJ?) I slowly kissed her on the head... She was still closing her eyes..... I never wanted to let her in this harsh world....I wanted to be her protector and Saviour......

The conversation thru the eyes is far more superior to the conversation thru words....With her beautiful eyes, she told me everything....that needs to be known......Time stopped.......and the earth stopped revolving around the Sun...To me....every planet and stars were revolving around us....

But slowly the world started revolving again....Reality returned...... Time started again.... She held on to me and my heart was melting..... (The same cardiologist would have certified at that moment...that my heart had a hole in it....and not surprisingly as it would have been deemed hereditary...)

My heart was skipping wildly looking at my new Love.....Can I take her to my apartment..... I understood that she was willing by the way she was totally relaxing....She would have come to the end of the world if I had called her....I was sure....

But...what Should I do...? Will her parents and friends not miss her? Also, what will my neighbors say....What will the world say? What will Jessy say? Can I manage the entire situation...Anyway; I decided that I cannot forsake her.....I will face the entire world..... Let me throw the gauntlet against the entire world.....If my landlord doesn’t like me having her... I will change my apartment....Being the lord of her heart(J), let me face my landlord....I decided.....Let me face SINGAPORE.....ASIA......or even the world.....Nay....the Universe........

Oh!!!! A GREAT RELIEF.........She was mine and I OWN HER I felt........ I was singing....”Aaj me Uupar...Asma Neeche”... People near me were thinking that I had gone bonkers... But I cared only about her and she was serenely lying on my shoulders.....

At the same moment, a well built guy came near me...... and looked at me with venom in his eyes.... my villain....I was afraid... But for her, I was ready to face this guy.....Slowly she turned her head....She looked at his eyes and then it happened....she transferred her alliance from me to him.... she slowly put her head from my shoulder on his.... SILLY CAT ...he muttered.....why you ran away from the stray cat house....She purred “Meow Meow”, licked her whiskers, wagging her tail....He carried her away........SILLY ...I muttered....Why cant somebody put some sense into me (J)....I cannot have a stray cat as my pet in Singapore......